Friday, July 29, 2005

28th July

heyz... back! back! back! .. hehe.. finally back to blogging after so long.. been real bz these days.. alot of things happened.. some things changed.. some things havnt.. okok.. quick recap..

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sch work still okok bah.. actually not tt ok.. haha.. alot of things oso duno.. nv concentrate in class.. haha.. =X ... jialat.. muz start to mug liao.. hehe.. got back term test results.. not really tt gd.. saded.. but still manage to pass.. left 1 paper not released yet.. scareded.. haha.. hmm... last few weeks is the so called 'down' week ba.. all the ppl around oso feel low... duno y... den the sky oso change according to my mood.. stupid..

den is the selection thing.. went for bball sch team selection.. budden nv got in.. saded.. yr 1 freshies (desmond n wenjie n fren) got in.. and somebody i dun like oso gt in.. hahaha.. actually oso wanna join for IT study club sub committee de.. budden piggy not joining becoz ada n florine not free.. den me n chyi go there see oso so few ppl n need to do those stupid activities.. haha.. so we oso nv go.. =P .. actually wanna join.. juz dun wan the activities.. haha.. the bball selection oso maded de.. first day go.. got i think oso about 80 - 100 ppl lidat.. mad wan.. so many ppl.. queue to register oso 10min liao.. den do activities oso need to Q.. do everything oso Q.. toopid.. somemore half way thru start to rain.. den continue on wednesday.. go there lesser ppl.. about 70 - 80 lidat still.. =.=''' ... Q oso Q till sianz liao.. nv get in nvm la.. at least still gt seal pts.. wahaha.. =X ... the coach is actually last time chyi's coach lo.. no wonder like see him somewhere b4.. haha.. maded oso.. say wad if in 3 yrs nv get any trouphy den he quit.. haha.. as if i care.. lolx

oh ya.. today's actually yuxun's bdae.. wish u a happie birthday ya.. althou u may not see this.. hehe.. anyways.. about our team.. playing for our contituency.. haiyoz.. coach oso nv see b4..den they say this coming sunday gt frenly match liao.. =.=''' mebbe the coach wanna see our standard ba.. duno la.. our team oso like cannot make it wan.. haha.. oopx.. dun care la.. juz play for fun.. wanna train myself oso liao..

think the rest of the days would be bz for me le.. hehe.. gt lots of things to do.. PROJECTS!!! haiz.. stressed.. lots of projects to do and due in a few weeks time.. sianz.. dun like to do projects.. dun like exams oso.. hhaha.. muz well dun study.. hehe.. jk jk.. k la.. times running out.. still need do project now.. few days nv slp well liao.. 3 days in total only slp for 6hr lidat nia.. hehe.. maded liao.. so i continue the madness ba.. take care.. buaiz..

Posted by BeBe at 2:56 PM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

12/13th July

12th July
Heyoz.. today morning woke up at 10+ lidat.. actually shld wake up early go sch do project de.. budden piggy not feeling well.. den i oso nv go liao.. stay at home awhile.. den after tt 3 lidat went to piggy hse lor.. juz nice i reach there she juz reach home.. hehez.. the hse become more tidy liao.. haha.. den she keep on stressing bout the ecad n apel thing.. haiyoz.. at there watch initial D.. hahaha.. pirated vcd!!! .. hehe.. better den nth la.. haha.. the show very funny.. den piggy trying to understand the cantonese.. haha.. den after tt piggy went up to makan.. den i need to go out lo.. haha.. budden chyi coming later to get the visual studio program.. so.. haha.. went to opposite the market there lo.. buy oreo to eat.. hehez.. went to bball court there.. wah seh.. the whole ring kanna pulled down.. the board there gt a hole liao.. haha.. toopid.. watch ppl there play bball.. den i eat oreo.. haha.. den juz nice i eat finish start to rain.. so went back to piggy hse there lo.. sit out side her hse de staircase.. coz duno she at home liao anot.. den sit there make stars.. haha.. make for 1 hr lidat.. hehe.. den piggy call n ask me where mi where m i.. coz chyi reaching liao.. den havnt say finish chyi already behind me liao.. haha.. toopid.. so at piggy hse again.. copy the cd.. den meanwhile play ps2.. time crisis3.. haha.. yeah.. finially gt to play liao.. muahaha.. really much better den in arcade sia.. haha.. gd gd.. gt time go play again.. haha.. =P .. den after copying the cd oso time to go liao.. coz piggy hav to go up makan again.. lolx.. pengz.. so me n chyi go busstop take bus home lo.. on mrt of coz nap again.. haha..den reach tiong there oso 7.30 liao.. go home eat dinner lor.. den bla bla bla.. skip to the nxt day.. haha

13th July
yawnz~ morning.. erm.. afternoon woke up at 12+ lidat.. haha.. coz ytd nite chat till 3+ lidat.. slppy.. haha.. den slack at home lor.. den 2+ lidat went to cut hair.. haha.. sure kanna say by my frenz wan.. cut liao like nv cut lidat.. actually wanna highlight de.. budden.. aiya.. suan le.. like beng-ster lidat.. haha.. nxt time bah.. den reach home slack lor.. tired.. went to nap awhile.. haha.. till 8 lidat den kanna wake up by my sis call.. she outside the hse.. i forgot i lock the door den went to slp liao.. lolx.. toopid.. kanna scolding.. =P .. nvmz.. at nite suddenly stressed.. haha.. suddenly so many things all come together.. police case la.. bball stuff la.. den duno y hor.. these days alot ppl keep quarreling leh.. den duno y like all come n find me de.. hahaha.. weird.. haiyoz.. den still gt alot of stuff la.. can help den help lor.. =.=''' den piggy sick again.. h****z.. oops.. cannot say tt word.. if not stress somemore.. =X .. aniwaez.. rest more kiez.. dun think so much la.. see how can help for the project lor.. den the rest juz leave it aside ba.. health is more important.. =) .. k la.. stopped.. take care ya..

Ai Qing Bu Neng Zuo Bi Jiao...

Posted by BeBe at 4:23 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

11th July

today morning woke up at 7 lidat.. coz going sch to do project..actually meeting the rest ( piggy, ada, florine ) at 11.. budden duno y i maded liao.. morning call piggy at 9 lidat.. den i oso reach sch liao.. the com labs all under renovation.. budden still can use la.. saw alicia oso there to do proj.. den go level 5 de lab.. whole lab enpty.. gd.. in there surf net play game for awhile den piggy reach.. den found out actually ada at the lab next to mine.. hehez.. toot.. change lab.. coz mine cant log in.. budden go the other lab oso cant use visual.. duno y.. maded de.. there think of the topic first lo.. den ada need to go home coz her mum sick.. den later florine reach liao.. at there think somemore.. den piggy keep on playing.. hehe.. nv take medicine today.. =P

den about 1+ lidat go off liao.. coz cant think liao.. den went to CS there makan.. jalan jalan.. den go TM there jalan somemore.. piggy bought a pair of heart shape earstud.. haha.. nice.. budden too bad not suitable.. coz sensitive ear.. den walk somemore.. walk till 3+ lidat.. take mrt.. florine go back bedok.. den me n piggy take till eunos there.. coz need to find somebody.. take 63 from interchange.. haha.. suddenly den remember 63 gt go my hse there.. hehe.. toot.. anyway.. lucky nv alight at the first busstop.. if not we really kuku liao.. hahaha.. the stop is juz behind the mrt station.. =P .. den take a few more stops lor.. haha.. at least nv got lost.. yeah.. den walk to there to find.. i need to go hide first.. =.=''' ... budden cant find.. so mebbe wait awhile later den come bak again..go 7-11 buy drinks.. den go the block opposite there to sit sit wait wait.. hide here hide there.. dun really like tt.. i oso not jian bu de guang.. i dun care of somebody hate me.. anyway theres so many ppl tt hate me.. i dun care de lor.. wan come find me den find lo.. i wunt say or do anithing de.. as long as piggy is save.. but if somebody hurt her den i cant guarantee liao.. wanted to stay there.. budden piggy say dun wan any trouble.. so.. i will juz hide for the moment......

wait for piggy at mrt station there.. come back tt time the whole expression change liao.. saded.. still smile till so mian qiang.. haiz.. dun sad le.. juz do wad u shld do ba.. change anot is up to him liao.. haiz.. take cab home.. so i go to 1 stop b4 her hse to take bus.. juz in case.. nap on mrt again.. reach back tiong liao went to the saloon there to see if still gt open anot.. den i think the place close down liao lor.. cant find the shop.. haha.. toot.. suan le.. go home eat maggie suan le..

den piggy abit not feeling well again.. think becoz of the rain ba.. saded.. get well soon kiez.. if not i kanna beaten nobody help me beat tt person up liao.. hehez.. k la.. take care ya..

Posted by BeBe at 9:41 AM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

10th July

heyoyoyoz.. 10 days nv blog liao.. haha.. budden still abit sick.. hehez.. nvmz.. anywaez.. term test oso over liao.. holiday again.. yeah.. haha.. budden 1 week nia.. den somemore need to finish a jroject during holiday.. sianz.. somemore during holiday oso nobody ask me go out wan.. sianzed.. haha.. nvmz..

during term test tt time so funny.. gt 1 day went to piggy hse study.. coz she sick n stress.. den duno how to study.. den go study wif her lor.. toopid.. room messy hor.. hahaha.. muz fasta go pack kiez.. hehez.. anywae my room oso messier.. =P .. den still go eat dinner there.. haiyoz.. like went to nu er guo lidat.. haha.. her cousins all so cute and playful de.. lolx.. budden like abit not used to it.. haha.. lucky gt somebody serve me.. wahahaha.. =D

den still gt wad har? term test.. bla bla bla.. the paper still ok la.. is like all the paper only study a day b4 the test lor.. somemore is on mrt den study.. haha.. reach sch everyday at 8 to study.. phew.. hope can pass.. actually oso can predict the outcome la.. the rest of the paper ok.. the worst is ITEN.. jitau duno anithing bout the financial plan.. haiyoz.. piggy nv teach me.. say wanna teach de.. =P .. haha.. nvm.. hope can pass..

yea.. den gt bball thing.. tuyuan's coach asking him to form a team to play in open catagory for our contituency.. so asking us to play oso.. everything is sponsored.. coach.. jersey.. registration.. i dun mind playing lo.. althou go there sure 100% kanna trash.. budden we oso dun hav enuff ppl.. so... haha.. i oso duno la.. see how lor..

den ytd went to play bball.. long time nv play liao.. go there fa xie.. haha.. saw stackers at there training again.. long time nv see them liao.. =P .. go there play from 3+ till 9 lidat.. madness.. den my boss (ah yong) so gd.. treat us eat.. haha.. den madness sia.. i go buy soya bean milk.. 5 litre.. go drink.. hahaha.. can die... =P .. come back home whole body ache.. hehe.. long time nv exercise.. haha.. budden very shuang.. lolx..

k la.. will update again soon.. tired.. wanna kun liao.. haha.. take carez

Posted by BeBe at 2:16 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

1st July

haiyoyoz.. recap on wad happened ytd.. coz ytd nite sick.. so blog half way nv write liao.. =P..

so so so..

ytd morning already abit sick liao.. think catch cold.. nv still can go sch.. 2 hr lesson nia.. its ok.. den piggy went out wif him.. so sianzed.. went back sch there find my freshies.. they all having break.. studying cmaths n fndb.. haha.. so poor thing.. think weekends need to teach them lor.. if not oso nobody help liao.. hehe.. after tt take bus home.. on the way mr chia.. the snsc teacher call ask us return the lab notes.. coz we went to fotocopy budden he say is copy righted.. so bo bian tml go return him.. reach home at 4 lidat.. already feel not so well.. budden heck care la.. 5+ lidat went jogging.. duno go for wad oso.. maded.. go there fa xie.. go sprint round the whole tiong bahru park.. den jog along round side.. think oso more than 2.4k liao.. haha.. den went to henderson bball court there sit sit see see.. saw gt some frenz at there playing.. watch them play awhile den join in lor.. play till 7+ lidat den go home.. run up 11 floor in i think 1min+ lidat.. jialat.. really dun hav last time de stamina liao.. leg cramp somemore.. =.='' .. heck care.. reach home bath den eat dinner liao.. at nite my freshies keep chatting wif me.. haha.. chat till 3am lidat.. damn sick.. so slp lor..

1st July--->
morning wake up at 9+ lidat.. haiz.. long time nv see piggy online liao.. oso nv chat.. like drifting further n further.. =( .. wanna call.. but.. haiz.. nvm.. so i juz look at the scar n whispered to myself.. aniwaez.. reach sch do the isad lab.. so stupid.. 1hr+ lidat finish liao.. wait awhile for eddy's group to finish.. so i go collect the wire lor.. like making mee pok lidat.. so funny.. hehe.. after lesson went to design there to eat.. expected i oso nv eat de la.. notice something about myself lor.. budden dun really noe wads wrong wif me.. juz abit different.. not the ME i used to be.. haiya.. duno la.. im a weird person.. juz a freak.. dun care.. haha.. den went for lec.. iten revision.. copy till hand tired.. haha.. den oso damn sick.. went toilet.. come out didnt see piggy.. tot she go off liao.. so went up for lab.. den she msg me say i nv say anithing den go off le.. aiyoz.. paiseh paiseh.. sick till blur liao.. den lab tt time jerry ang say gt the duno wad thing need to hand in.. i oso forgot liao.. so at there do lor.. find statistics.. find till cant find.. anyhow write la.. hehez.. 5+ lidat can go off liao.. tot can meet qixian on the way home.. so sad she today oso sick.. go home early liao.. sianz.. go home le nobody again.. haha.. no jogging for today.. if not will really die.. finally 8+ den dinner time.. gd eh.. 24 hr 1 meal.. becoming god liao.. hehez.. haiya.. oso duno wad to blog liao la... sicked.. planning for tml to study.. hope will get well soon.. =P .. take panadol go kun liao.. take care.. nitez

looking down at the scar..
i whispered..".............."
looking up again..
i tell the whole world.. "nothing.."