Sunday, April 30, 2006
coward
what is the feeling like to cry out loud? cry out the pain in ur heart? cry out the sorrow tts eveloped me within? cry everything out as if its nobody's business?i already cant remember......
Posted by BeBe at 8:50 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
pathes in my life
i hav no idea of wad going on in my life..
really stunned.. stonned.. sianzed..
living my life on caffaine and words of the ppl tt i care about
ROAR!!!!
hahaha...
I WANNA TAKE CARE OF ALL OF U ALL!!
juz dun bear to see ppl tt i care for to be sad or troubled.. everyone muz smile smile =D
cheers!
crazymesayingcrazythings
Posted by BeBe at 11:46 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
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haiz.. alot things happened these days.. tts y dun realli hav the time n energy to blog..
so i shall juz summarise about wad happened ya..
---------------Chalet---------------
hmm... overall was kinda boring.. cos dun realli like the activities.. or shall i say NO activities.. most of the time is inside the chalet to slack.. first day reach chalet in the afternoon about 4+.. oh ya.. b4 tt.. while waiting for the rest of the guys at tiong bahru mrt.. there was an outdoor film shooting going on.. duno wad stupid show la.. looking for ppl hu shout very loud then win some $$.. n is juz happening beside me.. n i think it capture some shots of me.. lame.. ok.. back to chalet.. was kinda sian.. went to arcade to play the first day.. the chalet at aloha.. as usual de.. went there for the 3rd time.. juz staying in different chalet.. play GGX.. at first the stupid machine "eat" my coin.. den i kick it.. haha.. in the end it return me $10+.. $8 cash n 9 credits.. waahahah.. hit jackpot sia.. den at there play will mad.. in the end play till sian.. so juz leave it there wif the last credit nv play.. hehe.. evening went to downtown east for dinner.. and went to play pool at there.. at nite they play poker play till mad..
day 2.. was damn sian.. the guys went to the swimming pool to swim.. den i at there still sleeping.. haha.. lucky gt bring bball along.. can play.. den went to rent bike.. damn kuku.. knock into tree.. scratch alot places.. n sprain wrist.. somemore start to rain.. haha.. sian.. rent the bike for overnite.. means hav to return it the nxt day morning and i cant ride it during the time.. juz slack in the chalet.. den at nite went out riding.. cos sian.. yes.. my wrist is still damn pain.. ride to downtown east there.. stupid cheers is closed.. wad the hell.. in the end cycle till pasir ris central somewhere de market nearby gt a 7-11 den can buy snacks.. went back munching the snacks away while play poker.. haha..
day 3.. sian + sian+ sian... morning 10+ lidat need to ride to return bike.. den after tt is sianzed all the way.. slacked inside the chalet basically for the whole day.. only in the evening den more ppl came.. cos of the bbq.. and the food is nice.. esp the beehoon and the curry.. haha.. the chicken wing oso not bad.. i at there is eat till no tml lidat lo.. haha.. eat about 5 plates of beehoon and still eat somemore other food.. haha.. from 7pm eat till 11pm.. better den buffet.. haha.. den is resting time.. den 1 of the frenz is working as hair dresser at jean yip.. haha.. den at there help them dye hair.. crazy ppl.. all dye the same colour.. den i go straighten my hair.. haha.. last for the whole nite sia.. haaha.. den cut cake.. cos tt day is jiawen's bday.. haha.. happy birthday ya girl.. hehe.. den went to slp le.. cos tired.. these days didnt really slp much ba..
day4.. morning 10+ lidat den need to wake up le.. checking out.. stupid.. last nite they all nobody clear the food all those.. sianz.. i was kinda the first few tt woke up.. so go clean up the mess lo.. so much things to do.. and they nv giv us anithing to clean not even a cloth or sponge.. haha.. only gt detergen.. bobian use hand to wash.. hehe den wait wait wait.. wait till 12 lidat den the kuku person come check us out.. somemore the extra fee cannot use cash to pay.. need to use nets den can.. crazy.. haha.. after tt walk back lo.. to downtown east for lunch.. but not for me.. damn tired.. me n kris take taxi back home le lo.. haha.. den slp for the rest of the day le.. Zzz...
---------------Orientation---------------
ok.. b4 the actual orientation start theres this briefing le.. need to go back sch in the morning to prepare all the stuff.. and i was kanna pulled away by john leong lo.. haha.. he damn kuku.. ask me go paste the notices..for the freshies to noe where to go.. haiyoz.. and i didnt even learn the cheers la.. haha.. nvm.. den was running about all the places to paste up the notices.. den need to shift things here n there n carry the water to the LTs.. and my wrist is still damn pain la..
day1..
suppose to meet at 7am.. is realli damn stupid lo.. means tt i hav to wake up at 5.. n yes.. woke up at 5.. budden woke up le dun realli feel like going.. go at home drag drag drag.. n reach there at about 8.. was trying to go there as a freshie.. haha.. too bad.. some spotted me.. budden dun care.. haha.. den play some ice breaking games.. and ltr going to meet the AO/CP.. den i see there is like not enuff OL.. so bo bian go join in lo.. haha.. den is lunch.. n is realli damn kuku.. is not like for human to eat de.. haha.. n im grouped in same care group wif PL.. ok.. actually is becos im juz following my fren in tt care group.. =x.. first day already everything cock up.. everybody oso complain.. n somefreshie went missing.. TWICE.. in a day.. PL really damn angry oso.. =x.. after tt when in LT do those cheers and songs n dance.. and then is the "MESS DANCE".. cos of rain.. is originally cancelled.. but duno y they hold it again.. this time in concourse.. is like wad the hell lo.. not enuff space.. den bobian hav to send those freshies backinto the LT.. and do the stupid mess dance in 2 shifts.. realli is a mess.. the freshies all oso tulan.. everybody is.. n the schedule is delayed by about an hr or so.. realli realli realli sux.. truthful..
day2..
reach sch at about 8 again.. meeting.. short n swift.. go to LT.. today as OL le.. bo bian.. hehe.. den continue those cheers n songs.. learn the hand sign thing.. so difficult.. n i juz learn it in a day or so.. actually is the first time seeing it oso.. haha.. den the freshies hav to go up classroom meet their CP again.. me n PL went to bookshop there buy snacks.. haha.. cos damn hungry.. so when they toking to CP we outside of the lab eat the chips n drinks.. haha.. den me PL Zen n Yvonne at there slack.. haha.. den ltr hav to bring them back le.. lunch time again.. haha.. which is supposedly to be better den ytd.. but nah... realli realli again very sux.. some say even worse.. den bring them all to the sports complex for the telematch.. at there is juz cheer n cheer n cheer.. lucky not involved in those stupid games.. haha.. too bad.. tuyuan kanna the games.. wahaha.. den the engine sch is damn kaopeh la.. blow the stupid whistle.. till cannot hear anithing.. take up so much space oso.. den nvm.. after tt went to bedok reservoir for the regattar.. n it start to rain.. althou it rained abit too during the telematch.. this time is rain heavier.. somemore hav to squeeze all the freshies into the tents.. madness.. n we hav to stand in the rain.. bo bian.. take the school flag to shelter.. haha.. den zen grab me go play the wad dragon boat thing.. what the hell.. is damn kuku la.. n im all wet.. althou we manage to win engine sch.. waahahaha.. but not the first.. -_- ... after tt went back to LT to wait for dismissal le.. after OL debrief they gt order pizza for us.. haha.. gd gd.. den after tt is the jam n hop.. at sports complex.. the place damn happening la.. althou abit warm n stuffy inside.. hehe.. dance abit.. kanna pulled by serena n jossie to go dance.. haiyoz.. till about 10+ lidat den i go off le.. cos warm n like abit boring.. haha.. den PL abit maded.. cos she dun realli like dancing.. den she went to the track n run 4 rounds.. -_- ... and tts the time tt i get to knoe about serena n sijie.. althou like tok to them for quite alot of times.. but dun realli noe them.. haha.. den take mrt home.. as usual.. miss my stop.. haha.. tts all le la..
Posted by BeBe at 7:22 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
ahhh
29th March, Wednesday:
hahaha... ok.. tt is basically already more than a week ago le.. hehe.. cant seem to remember wad did.. hehe.. think i whole day at home slack ba.. hehe.. go on to nxt day.. =P
30th March, Thursday:
today.. haha.. went out to town wif sm flor n her fren.. cos wanna buy present for ada n chyi.. haha.. they all hor.. haiyo.. on their bdae msg them all nv reply de.. duno wad they doing sia.. haha.. =x.. anyway.. meet them at orchard mrt there.. den very kuku lo.. sm is juz standing 3 meters away from me all the while n i cant see him.. kanna block by pillar.. haha.. den we went shop shop.. went to far east first.. dun realli like see much things.. den i went to meet Yvonne.. cos she juz gt off from sch n nowhere to go.. ok.. den ontinue to shop.. den after tt continue to see.. went to heren.. cos there like oso gt.. at first wanna buy a jacket for chyi de.. cos he seem like like my jacket lidat.. haha.. budden too bad there dun hav.. so in the end decide to buy a long sleeve shirt for him.. haha.. actually is to impress ada de.. like see le her eyes will open wide wide.. haha.. now i noe y they need me to be there le.. to become free model.. =.=''' ... haha.. den try lo.. the design not bad.. n i think the shirt fit me too.. hahaha.. actually look not bad on me.. haha.. budden suan le.. buy for chyi first.. den there dun hav his size.. n the guy told us back in far east gt stock.. den we all at there stun lo.. haha.. so in the end hav to walk back to far east to get tt stupid shirt.. haha.. den after tt ok le lo.. ada n present i buy.. cos decided to buy.. hmm... something like a chess set ba.. buy juz tt the chess set is like small cups.. n the whole thing is made of glass.. hehe.. quite nice n innovative.. hehe.. so after tt they all went home le.. left wif me n von.. cos she need to wait for her frenz den go ktv.. so i go accompany her first lo.. went to lido there.. eat subway n long john.. hehe.. den at there chat chat.. den juz nice ray oso pass by town.. so ask him to come along.. den later von go meet her frenz.. me n ray went to ps to see if gt the present anot.. coz is from Molecule de.. but ps there de the shop so small.. haha.. so dun hav.. den when going back tt time went to arcade.. hehe.. i duno mrt there oso gt arcade lo.. but heard gt alot ppl say b4 la.. haha.. there oso very little ppl de.. hehe.. so gd.. den took bus to great world.. went to buy the thing den go back home le..
31st March, Friday:
phew.. today didnt go out much.. basically juz stayed home.. pack my room den von came my hse.. cos she say bored.. den wanna watch show oso.. e mo zai shen bian.. haha.. now like everybody oso watching.. influence by me.. waahaha.. den i influence by sally.. =.=''' .. haha.. den ray oso came my hse slack.. cos he ltr hav to go work.. went down to get lunch.. den they all hor.. realli treat my hse as theirs.. haha.. take everything to yan jiu.. haha.. den steal all my songs.. den about 6+ lidat she go off le..
1st April, Saturday:
hahaha... april fool!.. hehe.. lucky nv fool/kanna fooled by ppl today.. hehe.. yeah.. went to play bball as usual ard 4+ lidat.. suppose to meet 230.. budden sl gt bbq session and so like no ppl play.. haha.. in the end all nv go.. den after tt wanna go down play alone.. den juz nice met the rest.. they all oso come down play alone.. haha.. all think alike.. den play tgt.. budden oso not for long.. cos the stackers and new century wanna train.. so let them train la.. haha.. no use arguing wif them.. althou we r right.. haiz.. hehe.. suan le.. went home at ard 7+ lidat..
2nd April, Sunday:
hmm... today morning at home slack lo.. den afternoon 4+ lidat went to collect my specs.. haha... yeah.. finally gt a pair of specs le.. waahaha.. after tt go krys hse.. cos need to pass to kristin the money for the chalet.. haha.. now like everyday sunday oso will go her hse lidat.. haha.. go there for fun.. play wif snoopy oso.. hehe.. den at there watch the campus superstar finals.. haha.. omg lo.. zhiyang winner.. haiyo... saded.. geradine look so sad.. =( ... hehe.. nvm la.. watch till 11+ den go home.. was wanting to stay over.. haha.. budden tml gt outing so hav to go back pack things.. hehe
3rd April, Monday:
yeah.. today.. OL outing.. at sentosa.. haiyoz.. hahaha.. was thinking all the while whether to come anot.. cos i oso can like predict wads gonna happen at there.. hehe..woke up at 9+ lidat.. den get ready n go out le.. went to harbourfront mrt there to wait for the rest.. duno issit i early or wad.. there oso no ppl.. hehe.. buy snacks n drink at there camp.. the security oso nv say anithing.. hhehe.. dun care.. wait for 15min lidat den gt somebody walk pass n say i look familiar.. hahaha.. stunned.. they r waiting at the other corner of the mrt station.. haha.. n i dun realli noe everyone of them.. haha.. suan le.. juz for the sake of going.. n oso at home nth to do.. den at there wait for the rest to come.. in the end about 10+ ppl came.. some will meet us at sentosa.. some nv come or overslpt.. haha.. suan le.. went to take the bus go in.. entrance fee $3.. den take bus to palawan beach.. haha.. omg lo.. so little ppl..monday leh.. hehe.. went to 7-11 buy some drinks den all go to the beach to settle down.. haha.. all cross the bridge n went to the little island to play.. n juz go walk around lo.. cos wanting to borrow bike to ride.. budden the store under renovation.. n the nxt store would be at siloso beach.. haha.. sian.. lazy to walk.. so go back to the beach.. was juz walking around n skipping stones on the water.. den suddenly the rest of them all come back.. haha.. gt a weird feeling.. n they all start come grab me.. wanna throw me into the water.. =.=''' ... haha.. madness.. at there struggle.. actually still can win.. budden gt girls come to pull me oso.. n.. aiya.. haha.. dun wanna hurt ppl.. in the end 6 of them come den can take me down.. haha.. n they not throw lo.. they drag.. kuku lo.. ok.. im in the water.. n i dun realli like.. haha.. nvm la.. juz to entertain them.. ehehe.. they all like getting everyone into the water.. crazy peeps.. hehe.. n they play frisbi in the water.. punishment n stuff.. haha.. n i at there walking in the water.. aniway already wet le ma.. wanna catch some fishies.. haha.. ltr von, nic, dom n siying came le.. den they oso join in.. nic oso kanna pull into the water.. haha.. n eventually all oso go into the water.. den me n von go to the little island there to hide.. haha.. dun wanna get into the water again.. but im all drenched.. hehe.. went to the tower there to slack.. hehe.. the view nice lo.. den awhile ltr go back to the beach le.. saw dom they all riding bike.. !!! ... haha.. omg.. cannot tahan liao.. went over to siloso beach there to rent oso.. hehe.. long time nv ride on mountain bike le.. hehe.. the jump feel so gd.. waahahaha... ride about there n go to the main road to ride.. haha.. wanting to go to the bridge at the entrance of sentosa de.. budden like too far from them.. so turn back le.. den some places oso under construction.. so in the end go back to the beach there le.. hehe.. den juz nice start to rain lo.. o my god.. they all start to take their things n go to shower le.. haha.. sian.. den i oso go back return bike le.. den after tt went to harbourfront eat subway.. at there walk walk awhile den take bus go home le..
4th April, Tuesday:hehe.. today is resting day.. hehe.. at home rest.. den afternoon 12+ lidat von came my hse.. cos she juz gt back from interview at suntec.. so is like quite near lo.. haha.. so nice bought me lunch lo.. hehe.. the pinapple rice is nice.. den at my hse watch the show lo.. watch till 6+ den go back le..
5th April, Wednesday:
today decide to go buy present for piggy.. hehe.. althou she now at aus le.. but we still can send prezzie to her ya.. hmm.. so we ( me + chyi + ada + sm ) meet at bugis at about noon.. florine didnt came cos she sick n went to see doctor.. =( .. den we at bugis shop shop lo.. walk round first.. den saw some quite nice de.. budden oso havnt buy.. haha.. den after tt went to mosburger to eat.. haha.. lame lo.. chyi see the sign no pets allowed den tell sm he cannot go in.. hahaha.. =.=''' ... n the store very kuku.. keep on playing the song ricky martin - livin' da vida loca for duno how many times.. hehe.. den after tt we continue walking.. den we at those push carts there saw something quite nice.. so we buy lo.. hehe.. cant say wad it is now.. waahahaha.. but wanna buy a pair de.. too bad there only gt the last 1.. n the store tt hav stock is at marina.. hmm.. so ok lo.. we go there shop.. den can go kbox oso.. haha.. cos chyi n ada they all keep saying wanna go.. haha.. okok.. so take taxi go over.. cos quite near.. den we found the shop.. bought the other half.. den done le.. waahaha.. den ltr we went to k box.. haha.. the package actually can only sing till 530.. budden we at there continue to sing.. haha.. till about 7 lidat.. hehe.. do fun.. too bad piggy not there sia.. hehe.. nvm.. nxt time still can go again.. =D .. yeah.. den we went to arcade there to play play awhile.. den hungry le.. went to kyo-nichi there to eat raman.. haha.. not bad.. budden the side dish not tt gd.. hhehe.. cos eat till too full.. den after tt still kinda early.. so went to esplanade there to feel the breeze.. hehe.. quite nice.. den chat chat.. after tt 9+ den start to go home.. as usual i bring the things home lo.. hehe..
6th April, Thursday:yup.. hehe.. today went to post office.. cos need to send the things over to aus asap.. went there den aiyo.. so mafan.. still need to fill up so many things.. n go tape the box.. haha.. make for a hr+ den ok.. haha.. yeah.. den after tt went to the bike shop to repair my bike.. cos the crank connecting to the pedal is already wash off le.. at first tot is the screw prob.. so juz change it for the time being lo.. den after repair i cycle to esplanade there.. there to watch the river n feel the breeze.. hehe.. kinda bo liao.. den ltr go off le.. coming back tt time hav to pass thru so many ppl at clark quay.. hehe.. nearly hit ppl.. too bad.. skilled.. wahahaha.. =P..
Posted by BeBe at 2:56 PM