Sunday, May 28, 2006

Dead Declaration

i got no place to go.. nowhere to hide..

theres an invisible barrier around me..

pressure is building up on me..

annoyance is pushing me off the edge..

were u all leaving me?

or am i leaving u all?

i wunt stop anyone from leaving..

so do the same if i were to leave..

i got nothing more to say..

Today, Leung Siu Wai is dead.

Posted by BeBe at 9:22 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

MC for my life

Official Psychological Certificate

I hereby certify that
BeBe
is unfit for LIFE from:

May '06 Onward

Remark: Patient has been deemed hazardous due to psychological and/or emotional unstability and is required to comply to the rules and regulations of the Mental and Psychological Specialist Council.

Posted by BeBe at 10:32 AM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

一生绝望

我们肆无忌惮我们成群结党
我们目无尊长对什么事都不满
看着我们的成长只会制造麻烦
我们就是一无是处你又能怎样

我们don’t give a damn那看不起的眼光
我们什么都不是我们什么都不管
我们之间为什么会渐渐地没有语言
我们之间有道墙

学校老师束手无策父母臭骂我们不会想
这个社会的标准已经超出了我们这年纪的有限想象
只认定会读书就一定是好孩子的榜样
别以为看不起我们就告诉自己比人家强

有多少人关心我们为何会走错迷失方向
又有谁会替我们想想苹果为何变烂
其实我们也曾努力要争取所有人的称赞
扪心自问你们究竟给了我们多少希望

泪水已经流干前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望

有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望

Posted by BeBe at 10:02 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

M.I.A.-ed

Posted by BeBe at 11:35 AM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

du lan

been a wk since i last blogged le ba.. kinda dun really hav the feel to blog nowadays.. feel like juz wasting my youth on something useless n stupid.. feel like some burden pulling my leg when i wanna advance.. firstly.. ok.. i think my sip partner is really a burden.. he really noe nuts about networking.. or even working.. really duno how he ever pass last semester de.. too pampered.. expect u to spoon feed him everything.. eh.. go n die la.. im not ur maid.. and PLEASE STOP TOUCHING ME.. is getting very irritating ok.. and dun look at me when u gt nth to do.. go entertain urself.. find some coconut tree and hide here run there wadeva u like.. dun act as if u r here for school.. everyday see him already sian half.. most happy time of everyday is b4 and after work.. and i duno y he wanna go in a hurry.. lunch time at 12 and he ask me to go when its 11.30.. wa.. eat breakfast ah? ... madness.. somemore he got a prob of eating.. ok.. cultural difference.. dun tok much bout tt.. not as in he use his hand or feet or wadeva to eat.. use fork n spoon.. and i duno whether issit got gold or cockroaches inside his food.. i dun understand y he hav to keep mixing his food over and over and over and over and over again b4 eating every mouthful.. sounds fun ya? but at least can juz pick up some pace anot.. its not fun when theres ppl waiting for u to play wif wif ur food for 15 mins.. oh.. u may LEARN how to press the buttons in the lift too.. it dun hav the technology to read ur mind on which floor u wanna go.. and please dun block the way.. u r not a coconut tree.. we whole row of ppl dun hav to walk a single file behind u juz becoz u r blocking the pathway.. siam one side plz.. and when i say siam u better siam.. u duno how to do the work oso please siam.. dun block my way.. really suggest him to go withdraw from sip and change course.. he dun even noe how to reformat a com and install windows.. and he juz sit there stare at the screen for about 30min before he go ask the supervisor he how to do.. please.. siam to 1 side.. and when i doing work please dun look at me as if im doing some performance show lidat.. keep ur eyesight away from me b4 i dig ur eyes out.. and please learn to pack ur area can.. i dun hav the responsibility to clear up the mess that u create.. and handle things wif care can? they r not urs.. now i noe what the word 'RETARDED' means.. told him the correct way of doing things and the nxt moment he can do the wrong way again.. brain all flooded wif curry liao la.. and please DUN ask me anymore stupid qns.. i duno when the supervisor gonna giv comments or he need to giv anot.. i duno LO will be coming anot.. i duno can go for lunch anot.. i duno u can go take a shyt anot.. i duno whether u gt left ur brains somewhere inside the curry mutton anot.. please go find out everything urself can.. CAN.. the world is not urs.. dun think as if u r god or wadeva.. the cars wunt stop infront of u for u to cross the road.. no red carpets for u.. duno whether u shake ur head till tired or wad.. at least turn ur head for about 10 degree oso enough to see got any cars behind can anot.. if one day u kanna knock down by car i really damn happy.. finally can let him learn to turn.. clap clap.. maybe for the last time in his life.. and please dun copy my work.. if u duno wad will gonna happen u can find out from ur CAN good fren robin.. the batman's good fren.. maybe u can join him back in sch very soon.. and please look at the time b4 u leave.. is only 5.30 and u start packing ur bag.. tts the fastest thing i ever see him doing.. he can pack liao wait for u outside to go as if his hse is on fire need to go save his curry..

thank u for the irritation tt u brought upon my sip.. now F off..

Posted by BeBe at 10:18 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

SIP!!!

RAWR!!!!

WANNA EAT PPL UP LIAO LA!!!

STUPID!!

I WOULD RATHER GO FOR SIP ALONE!!!

ANYWAY NOW IM JUZ LIKE WORKING ALONE!!!

STOP ASKING ME WAD TO DO NEXT!!!

AND WHEN YOU GOT THE JOB DUN EXPECT ME TO DO FOR YOU!!!

AND PLS USE SOME BRAIN B4 DOING IT!!!

TAKE HIM FAR AWAY FROM ME!!!

AND STOP TOUCHING ME!!!

I DUN WANNA BE GAY-ED!!!

AND I DUN WANNA HAV AN EXTRA SHADOW FOLLOWING ME!!!

"WHAT DO YOU WAN TO EAT?" *pronounced in strong Indian essence together wif "WTF" hand sign*

"YOU.. WILL BE GOING FOR LUNCH SOON... AND... MIND UR LANGUAGE.."

RECOMMEND YOU TO JOIN THE FASTEST-READY-TO-GO-HOME-BAG-PACKER COMPETITION!!!

AND PLEASE SWITCH OFF UR PURPLE AIRCON!!!

ITS POISONOUS YA NOE!!!

OMG!!

AHHH!!!

EYE BAG!!!

O.O

Zzzz....

ThankYouForYourCooperation

Posted by BeBe at 10:27 PM

exclaimation mark!

im tired...
tired of everything..

is not easy to keep the smile on my face any longer..

i need a break..
a break in everything..

where is the pause button in my life?
where is the somebody whom i can rely on?
where is the sense of belonging to this world?
where is the comfort that i longed for?
where is the destiny that im seeking for?
where is the 'ME' that is lost in confusion?
...
...
...
the list goes on...

A thousand and one questions flash thru my mind
where is the somebody who can give me the answers?

that makes a thousand and two questions...