Monday, January 29, 2007
Dealines
Submission:
30th Jan [Tue] - Fashion ppt on Psychedelic
31st Jan [Wed] - CMSK OP rehearsal
+ 1 visual aid
5th Feb [Mon] - MP Final report
+ Appendices
+ Documentation
+ Diagram
+ Journal
6th Feb [Tue] - Fashion Assignment 3
+ Fashion Dictionary
9 Feb [ Fri] - ADNK Practical Assignment
To Be Confirmed [---] - ADNK interview
+ MP presentation
+ NAPFA
+ OLTC
Posted by BeBe at 6:19 PM
windy
Weather: Windy/Cloudy
Mood: =)
State: Sleepy
lots and lots of stuff wanna say.. so many things to do.. yet so little time.. haha.. stupid weather.. make me wanna sleep everytime.. muz learn to sleep anywhere anytime liao.. lolx.. continue some other day ba.. =D
Posted by BeBe at 12:49 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
Update
I am happi todae
Posted by BeBe at 8:14 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Because of you
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid
I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of youI tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid
Because of youBecause of you
Posted by BeBe at 2:34 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
take care k
oh ya..
and take care k.. rest more rest early.. =) .. anithing can alwaz giv me a call..
Posted by BeBe at 9:54 PM
nobody
10cm away... yet seem like 10km away.. the furthest distance on earth is not that i luv u and im juz beside u and yet u duno.. but is that althou we noe how each other feel.. yet cant be together..
nobody understand me anymore.. neither do i.. who am i? i already duno le.. wad to do? nothing that i can make a difference.. can anione tell me? why did i juz seem to cut off from the outside world and enclosed myself in her world.. why?? why?? i duno.. dun ask me.. hehe.. juz lost my way.. lost myself.. wanna cry.. wanna die.. but i wanna stay here forever.. in this world.. i juz seem to be alone.. all i can see is her.. all i can hear is her.. all i can feel is her.. all i can think of is her.. juz.. xi huan her.. =)
is there anithing wrong wif xi huan-ing a person? maybe this juz pose as a pressure for her ba.. i noe.. very stress.. sorry.. but.. u shld noe me better den anyone else.. =) .. all i can say is really sorry ba.. u alwaz ask me dun keep things to myself.. yet when i tell u how i feel u dun like.. and also theres nothing we can do.. so.. i rather keep it to myself ba.. 1 person feel bad is better den 2 ba.. =)
Posted by BeBe at 5:43 PM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
mr lonely
facing the four walls yet again.. im totally sick n tired.. lost.. where m i? wad shld i do? wad shld i think of? who shld i talk to? thousands of words yet to be said.. and yet.. wads the point of saying anithing if it wunt do any good.. i dun feel good.. not at all.. not even a smile.. i duno why.. i juz wanna die.. every day i only haiz.. im happy is juz a lie.. and soon i gotta fly.. to a place where i can hide.. maybe for awhile but its not fine.. maybe the world is not as kind.. to face all of this all the time.. wadeva man.. sick n tired n sick n tired n sick n tired n sick n tired.. would be damn grateful if one day juz walk on street and a lightning juz strike me.. amen.. damn la.. dun even noe wad im typing here.. everyday come back home alone facing the four pathetic walls talking to the damn monitor.. i wish i could get use.. yes.. maybe.. when the day i die.. i dun wan history to repeat.. phobia.. yes.. scareded.. of everything.. dun dare to speak.. dun dare to walk.. dun dare to see.. juz having depression.. nothing much.. wadeva ppl say i dun really care anymore.. since i dun really see anybody care.. been lost for a few days and yet its like nobody's business.. who giv a damn? really really really very hard for me to smile anymore.. if one day i juz went off without saying anithing.. dun try to stop me.. i wunt guarantee wad i will do.. i hope the answer u have in mind is not wad im thinking.. dun understand wad im saying? its ok.. when the time comes u will noe the answer.. peace out
Posted by BeBe at 6:44 PM