Monday, October 09, 2006

The Departure

wahaha.. sianzed~~

Departing: 10th Oct [Tue] 1545HR
Destination: Hong Kong
Returning: 16th Oct [Mon] 2350HR

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flying back to HK tml afternoon.. gotta collect my HK de IC.. yup.. im still a PR in HK.. is so dumb.. dun feel like going in any sense.. but bo bian.. blah blah blah.. mum's long story again.. wad nxt time go back no need so mafan.. bla bla.. can find job easier.. bla bla.. oh wadeva makes her happy la.. -.-''' ...

been 3 yrs since i last visit.. or even longer.. now.. 3 yrs later.. returning to HK means... hav to go thru all those dumbo people's relation thingy wif grandparents and relatives or who-so-ever tt use to noe me.. tts wad i dun like.. troublesome stuff.. bo bian.. cos staying at grandma hse for the week.. if not hav to go on budget for accommodation le..

travelling to HK wif BP.. at first thinking of going there myself to juz get the thing done and be back in 3 days time.. but tt would be so lame.. comparing ticket price for 3 days which is $304 and for 6 days which is $312.. of coz is take the 6 days trip..

and wads come to worst is that.. this lousy trip is so sudden can?.. i wasnt really prepared to go on a trip all of a sudden.. alot of my schedules had been scraped.. alot things cant be done now.. is so damn the sian can.. it WAS been planned.. but canceled due to low popularity.. and tt is when i already decide not to go and thus my spendings all went to other stuffs.. THEN this lousy trip appear.. left wif not much $$ to go.. and my sis say i stupid to go there wif so lil $$.. is like wth lor.. is also not my fault.. next is the dumbo napfa.. juz nice after i return from HK.. 2 days intensive training.. if not den see me in toa payoh stadium every wednesday 7am ba..

i really wonder how m i gonna survive the week.. gotta prepare for those damn documents and shyts.. and hav to get in contact wif relatives to visit the folks.. gotta prepare for trips for the whole week to bring tt arse to tour ard.. and shopping list and blah.. wonder how i gonna carry the stuffs back here..

and the complaints go on and on and on and on..... sianzed + sianzed x sianzed to the power of sianzed.. no pt to complaint now.. air tix booked.. documents ready.. everything waiting for tml to come..

its so fking sian when they treat me like small kids.. wanting to to try out on my own yet afraid of me going alone.. whos fault issit to blame.. freaking hell.. if they so afraid then shldnt hav get me back in the first place.. when i gt no intension to get the IC or whatsoever shit it is.. they like it they can go all they wan.. sometimes really wish that i can nv see them again.. go to a place where nobody know me.. and get on wif my life.. i wun wanna depend on anybody.. nor anybody depend on me.. good or bad.. who cares? is my life.. thats how i wanna live it.. dun like it? mega bite me.. to hell wif ya.. peace out..

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my life.. let this be the start of my new life..

been offered to go for an interview at bossini down at bugis.. shld be working PT from since i return from HK till even sch starts.. sounds promising.. EXCEPT for any UNEXPECTED SUDDEN SITUATION if they were to arise.. work shift shld be from evening 6pm till stall close..

been offered a freelancing job to do those html shyt.. tedious work.. but own time own target.. managing time would be gd to handle the job during week ends.. or free time..

free time? lame thing is tt the sch make it free for us on every wed for us to do our MP.. and i really doubt so.. considering my group member and also those unexpected shyts.. so i guess will hav to get on wif MP during the free time of the free times.

dumbo BBDC.. fail me for my braking subject and low speed control.. travelling at 70km/h while at a bend.. cool eh.. lesson not cheap la.. already got the last session which is 9.50pm till 11pm.. for 50 bucks.. is so damn dumb la.. anyone can tell me? where to get these extra time and money?

CCNA silly bus.. damn cool la.. try to get a CCNA cert during this sem b4 going in to NS.. and after coming out get a CCNP.. sounds perfect.. but when actually doing it.. its not so easy.. gotta go thru my sch work and stuff and borrow from the damn library who says i still got an outstanding loan debt of $1.80 when i didnt even borrow any books from them.. dumbo library system..

while going thru all this shyts.. realise wunt be having much time wif my Krave..maybe only once or twice a week.. or even at nite den we can come out for some romentico time.. dumbo.. still finding where the hell sells those grease.. and a chain stay would be gd.. and if theres extra $$ maybe considering to replace the v-brake and the original disc brake which is bent when it first arrive to a pair of new disc brakes.. wonder if the BB (bottom bracket) is rusted.. cos theres trembling and noise when pedalling.. and also seat bracket.. and needa change the chain and cassette to shimano compatible ones.. till then.. can i go up to bukit timah.. not forgetting the front lights.. it will light up like a christmas tree.. =)

few days ago while down at bball court to shoot some balls.. holy shyt la.. totally forgotten how to play.. my steps are funny.. my hands are weird.. and accuracy fail.. damn cool.. been left out.. but not forgotten.. training if i got time.. (the keyword is alwaz "IF")...

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Posted by BeBe at 6:23 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Future...

The future has not been seen by me, heard by me nor has it been set by me.

where do u see urself...

1 yr down the road:
age 21
poly education

-meanwhile-
part-time job

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2 yrs down the road:
age 22
obtain diploma
enlist into NS

-meanwhile-
save up

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4 yrs down the road:
age 24
ORD
self improvement [[ courses/experties ]]
dual job [[ part-time + freelancer -or- part-time x2 ]]

-meanwhile-
in-search for local Uni/Institutes

-plus point-
driving license

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5 yrs down the road:
age 25
dual job [[ obtain 2 yrs of working experience ]]
self improvement

-meanwhile-
in-search for full time job

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6 yrs down the road:
age 26

hopefully:
full time job
move house
4 wheels
1 babe
=)

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** Planning and critical thinking skills r not plus points but r mandatory skills to succeed.
** Setting goals/aims to bring oneself to a next higher stage
** Look forward to hav a better view of how ur future will be like
** Look backward to rmb ur own footstep n those shyts that u stepped on as not to relapse again
** Sometimes in order to achieve something, one has to sacrifice something of equal value, theres no such thing as a free lunch
** These r the things that people alwaz overlook


The future, is said to be planned by me.

Posted by BeBe at 11:23 PM

Lemon Tree

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fastI'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

Posted by BeBe at 8:59 PM