Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas!!!

X'mas is not as lonely as u think it is actually.. =D

hmmm... yupz... christmas is here!!!... come everybody lets celebrate!!!.. yeah!!.. wooo... lets start from a few days back ba..

yeah.. juz finish term test not long ago... kinda gt a feeling tt i wunt do well.. hehe.. doesnt matter.. over le.. hmm... kinda bz the days b4 christmas.. getting presents for frenz.. went to bugis wif piggy to buy presents for everyone.. bought 2 wallet for chyi n sm each and 2 green top for qs n eddy.. hehe.. den bought a notebook for florine and ada de is the smallest gift of all buy oso the most ex.. haha.. didnt really expect anything in return thou.. tt day saw alot of pooh bears oso.. hehe.. after tt i send piggy home le.. the presents leave at her hse.. coz having steamboat at there on xmas... ^^v

christmas eve:
hmm... this day oso kinda bz.. trying to get the last last last piece of present.. for hu? hhehe.. of coz is for my piggy la.. yeah... in the morning went to qixian hse for pizza.. the stupid hotline alwaz engaged.. hav to wait for 1/2 hr den can order.. den wait for 1 hr to deliver to qixian hse.. haha.. but is gd.. wahaha.. eat till so damn full.. after tt went to tbp to get the present for piggy.. went to more than words.. cos hweeli working there.. so kinda like get a 30% off for all purchase.. hehe.. bought a winnie the pooh cup.. wif a pooh de softtoy stuffed into the cup.. haha.. only left the head on top of the cup.. so cute.. hhaha.. den wrap the present up lor.. ehehe.. den ard at nite ard 10+ lidat raymond call.. he say he bo liao no where to go.. and i was wanting to go esplanade or orchard there to spray those banglah de.. haha.. budden think like abit boh liao.. so in the end went to seng kang.. hehe.. cos when juz about to come out tt time saw piggy's nick.. 'lonely christmas' ... omg.. christmas cannot be lonely de hor.. i noe.. becoz of 1 person everything can seem so meaningless.. but i will still be there for u de.. hehe.. so in the end went to giv her the present lor.. supposed wanting to giv her after the steamboat de.. budden they say wanna ton.. so i think like oso very paiseh to giv lidat.. hehe.. so yea.. went to her hse.. was kinda early.. by 15min.. haha.. so went to 7-11 to buy spagetti for her to eat cos she hungry oso.. lolx.. lazy piggy.. so sad the stupid microwave la.. hai wo cannot greet her merry christmas on 12:00:00AM 25th Dec.. hehe.. i wanna be the first to send her greetings n the first she meet on tt day.. and oso the first to giv her the present.. haha.. budden too bad.. somebody already did tt in advance.. so i was like the 2nd lor.. hehe.. its ok.. at least can see ur face smiling in the first minute of christmas.. make ur wish come true le hor.. hahaha.. =D

anyway.. after tt manage to board a train back.. if not really stranded in sengkang le.. hehe.. went to esplande there.. kinda crowded at the club there.. the queue is long.. n the food court beside it oso crowded.. went inside esplanade to slack awhile.. den bought supper to eat.. by then is already 1am+ le.. after tt kinda sianz.. so mass send to everybody christmas msg.. even to numbers tt i duno.. lolx.. juz anyhow send.. yeah.. den walk our way to clark quay there.. look ard the pubs.. n still gt alot ppl playing wif the ribbon spray n snow spray.. lolx.. lucky we nv kanna.. den walk pass ministry of sound.. the queue is so damn long.. haha.. but the atmosphere is gd.. hehe.. i like.. so walk around somemore.. den watch the stupid bungy thing.. gt some ang moh go play.. den scream the hell out of themselves.. haha.. damn funny.. watch till 3+ lidat den we go home le.. no bus no train.. hav to ealk home.. haha.. walk to tiong there.. den lost our way.. haha.. cos wanna look for the mini bottle vodka.. cos i noe there gt sell.. den reach home oso 4_ le.. tired.. den krystal still call at tt time.. madness.. i juz come back budden she tt time den start to go out.. wad the hell.. haha.. she pro.. Zzz..

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Xmas Day:
hmm... morning kinda wake up at ard 10 ba.. coz was wanting to go piggy hse earlier to help de.. budden she wanna help wif the steamboat n pack her room.. so in the end i went at 3+.. went to compass pt there.. to look for candy cane n the ribbon spray.. cannt find.. so went to rivervale plaza there to buy.. hehe.. den shun bian help piggy buy the spagetti again.. lolx.. i oso wan.. cos i havnt eat oso.. actually wanna buy log cake oso de.. budden her aunty making.. so no need to buy.. wahaha.. den went to her hse.. omg.. clean till so tidy.. haha.. at there eat spagetti.. den giv her the mini bottle vodka as presents too.. and oso those candy canes.. for her and her cousins.. hope tt they r happy too.. hehe.. so actually was kinda got u 4 presents for christmas in total le.. lolx.. is u wan i can giv u the 'fifth present' oso.. hehe.. slacked awhile.. den qs oso came le.. expected.. so early.. kinda like disturbed them ke hor.. =X .. kidding.. i noe la.. we r on the same ferry.. chances r small.. but i will try hard n catch it de..

waited for the rest to arrive.. den we start the steamboat le.. wahaha.. so much things to eat..eat alot crapstick n fish ball.. the otah oso nice.. homemade de.. haha.. piggy de mum cook the things very nice.. realli.. hmm... after tt play wif louicia for awhile.. den the rest of them start to maple le.. from nite till midnite.. madness.. awhile later den we go down to get some drinks.. hehe.. yeah.. jack daniel's.. long time nv drink le.. den piggy n eddy madness go buy the snow spray to spray us.. haha.. spray till whole body sticky.. so went home.. eddy oso kanna spray into the eye.. so sianz.. so awhile later chyi go home get bball.. coz wanna play.. den he wake last bus fo home n back here.. went down to the bball court to play.. budden awhile later mata some n check us.. haha.. den kanna check ic.. later went to mac to eat supper.. den go back home le.. watch tv oso nth to watch.. piggy oso sleeping.. dun wanna disturb her n somebody slping beside her oso.. hor... den no place oso.. so i sit down there.. look at the four walls lor.. from 4+ look till 8+.. den they wake up le.. n my turn go slp.. so sianz.. say wanna ton.. in the end all maple.. dun feel like sleeping den cannot do anithing.. hahaha.. thx for piggy at least she still gt ask me y so bored.. dun wanna bother her much oso.. let her slp.. cos she ate medicine.. till morning den i go slp.. coz kinda cold.. hehe.. den in the middle of the nite the stupid chyi kick over the coffe.. den spill on to the floor.. clean up the floor le budden florine's present kanna the coffee.. is a bugs bunny softtoy.. but think can wash away de la.. ehehe.. den i slp lor.. beside piggy.. =D.. omg.. abit paiseh.. but quite happy.. hehe.. kinda fall aslp beside her.. but dun realli wanna fall aslp.. cos i afriad when i wake up she wunt be ard anymore.. so lie down there to rest.. hehe.. still can tickle her somemore.. hehe.. den they went to eat the log cake.. but i still resting.. cos realli tired.. den she come back.. rest somemore.. till 1pm lidat,, den we gtg.. cos she wanna slp le.. can see her very tired..so shldnt disturb her le ya.. hehe..

got alot of feelings during this christmas.. kinda happy.. kinda 'eat vinegar'.. kinda angry.. but most importantly.. i can get to celebrate wif piggy..hopw she enjoy this xmas too.. even thou he's not ard in sg now.. still can at least get in contact thru msn ma.. =) ... dun giv up yet.. so do i.. as u said.. of cos i choose someone hu loves u more than u love him rather then love the person tt dun love u.. its very tiring tt way.. at least u now tt somebody is sure to love u wif all his heart.. hmm.. this kinda things.. mebbe in later parts den blog about it ba.. coz kinda get a weird feeling now.. ok.. yupz.. hmm... after tt about 1pm den we go home le lor..

k le la.. continue nxt time.. take care piggy..
cheers~

Posted by BeBe at 5:20 AM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

~For You~

To piggy pig:

kinda sad.. to see u sad.. dun realli noe wad happen thou.. but can feel the pain inside ur heart.. dun wan u to sad.. dun wish u to fake.. sometimes is good to let everything out.. i can alwaz be there to pass u the tissue.. or even lend u a shoulder to lean on when u need 1...

i duno.. wad is the impression of me inside ur heart.. mebbe im juz a nobody.. yes i noe.. im kinda irritating n annoying at times ba.. i may not understand u as good as some others do.. i will continue to do my best de..

hehe.. actually gt quite alot of things to write de.. but juz cant sqeeze it outta my mind now.. when i remember i will write de..

n ya.. the dreams i told u r true de.. =x.. n quite surprised tt u gt "that dream" too.. hehe.. see when will be the day when dreams some true ba.. everything depends.. nobody noe wad the world is gonna be like tml.. not u.. not me.. not anybody neither.. all depends on how we wan our life to be.. mebbe it's fate tt we meet ba.. n god wan this to be a test for us.. all depends on us on how to solve the problem..

i juz wanna noe everything about u.. the present.. the past.. the good.. the bad.. everything.. if a chance were to come by again.. i sure will will grab it tight de.. not wif my hand.. but wif my heart.. as i told u.. u cant catch a buttler fly wif ur bare hands.. if u hold it too long.. it will die.. juz let it go.. if it is meant to be urs.. it will definitly come back.. but this time.. i wunt catch n trap it.. i would rather watch it to fly freely in the blue sky.. alwaz by my side.. butterfly looks the prettiest when not being bounded by anithing.. even if it fly away 1 day.. those memories of the prettiest butterfly i've ever seen will alwaz be in my heart.. coz its alwaz there.. deep in my heart..

hehe.. mebbe u will be thinking.. " wa chim.. no link lei.. " .. mebbe ba.. but i juz wanna be somebody inside ur heart.. even miles away i will nv forgotten.. if u think is painful to hold me in ur heart le.. by all means.. get me outta ur heart.. its even in jay's song ( Jie Kou ).. ru guo yao zou.. qing ni ji de wo.. ru guo nan guo.. qing ni wang le wo.. but i cant.. i can only keep u in my heart.. or keep it even deeper..

~ No Matter What Happens... I Will Always Be There For You... ~

Posted by BeBe at 9:09 PM

M.I.A

phew~~~... is really damn long nv update le.. sort of like 1 mth+ le ba.. hehe.. was kind bz.. and lazy at times.. haha.. y i suddenly wanna blog? hehe.. becoz alot ppl complain ma.. say wad y nv update so long.. omg.. duno tt my blog still gt ppl to see de leh.. haha.. thankew thankew fro supporting.. haha..

hmmm... dun expect me to remember every single details during the month rite.. so i will juz summarize my thots ba..

sch started for a month+ le.. and nxt wk already going for term test.. wad the hell.. lolx.. (oops.. sound like piggy's tai chi..) haha.. =P .. anyway.. kinda like catch no balls of wad the teacher is saying during lec.. wasnt realli paying much attention to them.. so decide not to attend and do own revision instead.. but when i nv go theres somebody sure will say i attitude y nv attend lec.. lolx.. so go attend lor.. at there slp or draw.. haha.. juz for the sake of going n seeing somebody.. lolx.. oh.. n during the holidays sort of like gt some prob wif piggy pig ( i only hav this 1 piggy pig hor.. =D ) hmm... wasnt very good the first week of sch.. but luckily things gt solved le.. hehe..

hmm... wasnt realli in the mood to study le.. teacher oso duno wad they teaching.. den hor.. wanna biao liao cai.. stupid INNK assignment.. i was group wif some indians.. haiyoz.. den all nv do work de.. do oso do till lidat.. wah lau.. in the end i do it myself.. dun wanna group wif them ever again la.. oso not i choose to de.. =P .. coz first wk of sch the situation kinda tense.. so i was sitting alone.. n they come sit wif me.. haiyoz.. suan le la.. dun care.. lolx.. den hor.. still gt the CMSK interview.. stupid.. need to go buy another shirt for tt interview.. -.-''' ... nvm..

hmm.. was wanting to save money to buy a mountain bike.. budden hor.. haiyoz.. kinda cant save.. haha.. alwaz hungry.. =P .. bought alot of food to eat.. yes im a pig.. lolx.. kinda like gaining weight le.. sianz.. becoming more fat.. lolx.. keep eating alot of junk food oso.. haha..

hmm... 2 more days to term test.. n i havnt even start studying yet.. hehe.. tired.. sick.. duno y.. kinda shou da ji den become sick.. hehe.. piggy was asking to go study.. den duno y ask so many ppl.. haha.. so many ppl how to study?.. haiyoz.. den in the end nvm le.. at home study myself.. wasnt realli studying la.. realli tired.. slp at 4 last nite.. den this morning 10+ wake up.. duno y.. i set my alarm at 11.. n i wake up b4 it ring.. den go see msn.. juz nice piggy online le.. haha.. coincidence? or issit fated.. =S .. lolx.. went back to slp after tt.. slp till 4+ in the afternoon.. ty was asking to go play bball.. so mafan.. he was down at bball court alone.. n i realli damn sick liao lor.. wad the hell.. gonna faint soon.. anyway juz go down la.. bball court dun even hav any ppl.. only we these few baka(s) at there picnic lor.. play awhile.. cant even run.. whole body ache.. haha.. den see lightning n hear thunder le.. so bo bian go home.. so sianz.. go back home slp again.. until 8 lidat go eat dinner den now come back le.. btw.. the top part of this blog is written in the morning de.. n i continue writing this part now.. lolx.. madness liao.. dun even noe wad m i saying.. oh great.. latest update.. juz receive a warning letter from sch for not attending lesson.. stupid lor.. cannot absent again le.. if not no need study liao.. sianz half.. =S ... haiyoz.. think gonna be mugging tml le.. if not sure die.. no need to absent again oso can die le.. lolx..

hmm... xmas coming soon le.. how is everybody planning their celebration leh? .. haha.. for me.. i oso not sure.. juz hope to spent the xmas wif some1 special... hehe.. tts wad everybody wan de ma.. haha.. but where is tt some1 leh? .. i duno.. but it juz remind me of a song.. "Last Christmas".. i like the chorus.. haha.. ' last christmas.. i gave u my heart.. but the very next day.. u gave it away.. this year.. i'm saving my tears.. i will give it to someone special.. '.. will my xmas wish come true?.. wad is my wish? heh.. u will noe.. nope.. u knew.. hu r u? haha.. tt person noe.. =D ..

Posted by BeBe at 7:23 PM