Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Stumpled upon...

Whoops. well, hey.. issn't it my own blog??

Oh my.. how rude of me, this has been around for like.. err donkey years, through the highs and lows of my life. like a reflection of myself when i was still so naive and innocent

Time goes by and soon we will find that not everything is good to share. I shall be the one who only takes. But hey, I'm not saying im closing this down, just that it will be monitored and filtered till suitable for the audiences, if theres any.

But some may ask (includin myself), then whats the purpose of having a web blog if you'r not gona be straight about the truth and hide and cover up things.

Well, sometimes "information" is far more important than anything u can imagine.

There is a question, which until now, I have yet to have a definite answer:
In school when doing a project/test/quiz, there is a question which only you know the answer to it, any most of your friends are scratching their heads to the answer. Will you help with your friends to complete the question, which means you will lose out a definite chance to get a better grade than anyone else in class, which may contribute to greater things to come. Will you share the answer and blame yourself later on when you are unable to get a better academic standing in the whole level? or will you keep this precious answer to yourself and your result tell the whole level that you are better than all of them, but later on faced with prejudice of being selfish?

Though the politically correct answer would be the former, but my inner self keep telling me to go with the latter, kinda caught in this dilemma for years. Which one will you choose then?

Well, that's that. I shall find some other chances to "stumple upon" here again and drop a post.

Thank you for those who are here all this time.

Posted by BeBe at 12:14 AM

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

my kind of girl..

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
hmmm.. first thing to notice of cos is the looks.

2. Smart?
ok.. but not retarded. =D

3. Preferred age?
no pref.. plus minus 5 yrs still ok

4. Preferred height?
hmm.. about 170 is ok

5. How about sense of humor?
Yup wup.. smiles.. =D

6. How about piercings?
ok but dun over do it

7. Accepts you for who you are?
YUP!

8. Pink hair?
hmmm.. some highlights and it looks gd is ok. =)

9. Mushy or no?
err.. sometimes can le la..

10. Thin or fat?
acceptable weight

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Brown

12. Long hair or short hair?
long and straight =)

13. Plastic or metal?
huh?

14. Smells good?
If you really love someone, you'll find everything of him is good. yeah. i will remember the scent

15. Smoker?
no way

16. Drinker?
social drinking ok. with me better still. =D

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
haha.. not bad lor.. guai guai type.

18. Muscular?
siao...

19. Plays piano?
ahh... i like..

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
i play la.. den can accompany the piano

21. Plays violin?
not bad.. can learn together

22. Sings very good?
at least if she sing i wunt cover my ears can le.. haha

23. Vain?
no.. slap her to wake up den she noe..

24. With glasses?
ok but prefer con

25. With braces?
Nope.

26. Shy type?
okok lo.. cos i also shy shy type

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
sometimes of both

28. Active or passive?
Active.

29. Tight or bomb?
huh?

30. Singer or dancer?
singer then dancer

31. Stunner?
no thans.. no stuns.. later i heart attack..

32. Hiphop?
nono.. cannot..

33. Earrings?
yeah!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
dun wan.. den i lose

35. Dimples?
Okay =D

36. Bookworm?
not until eat the book

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
OK

38. Playful?
of cos gd..

39. Flirt?
hmmm.. not too much ba..

40. Poem writer?
ok ah.. y not?

41. Serious?
not all the time

42. Campus crush?
if i can get a campus crush den of cos gd. but th grass is alwaz greener on the other side.. =D

43. Painter?
erm.. no time no space to paint with her.. lol

44. Religious?
doesnt matter.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
okok ah.. not too much.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
haha.. weirdo..

47. Speaks 20 languages?
gd ah.. can go teach foreigh language nxt time

48. Loyal or faithful?
Loyal & fatihful

49. Good kisser?
not bad.. haha.. yummy

50. Loves children?
gd lor.. nxt time can take care of kids.. lolx

Posted by BeBe at 10:24 PM

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Looking Forward

When one door closes,

another opens.

But we so often

look so long and so regretfully

upon the closed door,

that we do not see the ones

which opened for us.

Happiness is something

that comes into our lives

through doors we don't

even remember opening.

Posted by BeBe at 12:29 AM

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Thoughts

Hello 2:45am

Been stayed up till now for nothing. was trying to clear some thoughts, but in the end was thinking of even more things. blah blah here n blah blah there.

Anyways, sometimes i do need to question myself, what is it that i really want, had a quick chat with "M" just now, and i found myself stuck with alot of unanswered questions. So how can i solve it?

Business first, had a browse on the net and i think that it was really amazing of how ppl can really make a business from this imaginary cloud which physically does not exist. and yet ppl are investing tens of thousands of dollars and pounds into it. just how can we catch even a glimpse of this stream of wealth? i wonder.

just feel that wad i really have is actually not enough. not qualify yet to do so. just like playing RPG games. If your character has not gain enough experience yet, u cant kill the monster, which in turn cannot clear the stage and move on to the next, and eventually cannot complete the game. so i must have the right tool and opponent to defeat first in order to gain experience.

so first, i will need to have some training target boards. Target 1, colleague "K", which i would take her as my bench mark, althou she's just 2 yrs older then me, but yet she is already making gd money, 3 times of mine maybe, shit, this is 1 gd task for me to accomplish. how can i get to this point in 2 yrs time? i need strategies. ever play games using cheat codes? hopefully it does exists in real life.

Been looking into alot of different aspects and searching for ideas. Explore possibilities and future impossibilities to overcome. market trend, public behaviour, response, damn, its killing me. i will need to consult some experties and gather information. which is one of the most important things out of the 3: INFORMATION, COMMUNICATION and TECHNOLOGY. these will be the 3 main arseh*les who will run the show for the coming decade.

with critical INFORMATION, you controls the flow. you will noe everything u need to noe to manupulate the market.

with timely COMMUNICATION, you will be able to receive these critical information first hand, making u the biggest player in this game of life.

with cutting edge TECHNOLOGY, u will be able to break thru all the "HOW-TO" barriers and achieve the aboves.

with all 3 utilized precisely, u can play god.

Damn n love/hate it all. If it was said that money is the root to all evils, so all these will be the assistants, catalyst and developers to this evil.

Being the youngest in the company, it put me into an advantagous state that i will have a longer play time to explore all these possibilities. but damn, i will need to cut on my gaming session from now on. damn. Discipline, boy. it shall be and always will be the first and the most important rule to remember by heart if i need to accomplish this. Never take LUCK as your ABILITY.

Target 2, friend "M", with just a simple mindset, how she is able to sustain n expand it all into a well growing business, using all precious time and determination. damn, was it she who realised it early? or was it me who realise it late? but by any chance, hope that i will be able to succeed as well just like she did.

talking about it, have you ever ask yourself, what is the most expensive thing on earth which can be bought with money? House? car? private jet? no.. is TIME. imagine, how much your company will spend to buy 1 hour from your? and in turn, how much will your company spend to buy 1 hour from your boss?

think deeper, how can we multiply all this values or even increase it exponentially? if anyone ever find any possibilities, dont be afriad to try. it is human tendency to be afraid of things, afraid of getting hurt, and with this fear in mind, they are unable to go further, higher, and so they will be stuck on the ground forever if they nv overcome this dear fear inside.

in olden days: Nothing is Impossible.
nowadays: Impossible is Nothing

in this tipsy-dipsy world, sometimes u need to go down in order to go up. the more u wanna go up, the lower u will go. These are all just part of the mental preparation of what is going to happen next. once we get this right, we can move on to the next part. action speaks louder than a thousand words, remember, results counts. once we can get a positive result, we can den talk about how to multiply it. If you treat it as a hobby, you will get hobby results. If you treat it as a business, you will get business results. it all run down to the first rule: Discipline.

target 3, friend "S". with a strong willed mindset, beautifully executed what is called Impossible is Nothing, and broke free of old traditions and became a leader. if he had not show me this light, i would still be living in the dark ages. where we will still be working like donkeys for the bosses and living from pay check to pay check. not only mental preparation, we will need to believe in this spiritually as well. just like Neo taking the red pill from Morpheus (The Matrix), because he knows, he'd seen, and most importantly, he believes. Seeing is believing? think again, believe and you will see. Hey, dun take all this movie or game examples as a joke ok. i nv did take it as just another movie or show. everything exsist for a purpose, theres a reason for every action. We just wanna understand deeper of what is the mindset of everyone down the line, right from the actors to the director to the script writer. once you understand, you will be able to see the connections in everything.

oops.. time to get some rest before another hectic day. shall continue another time.

goodbye 3:45am

Posted by BeBe at 2:46 AM

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Revived!!

ok. so after 2 yrs or so, finally I think is time to re-run this blog. pardon me my english as it has been a long time since I last wrote.

So the first thing I need to do right now is to revamp this holy sh*t blogskin. oh my, I saw spiders crawling in it. Anyways, think i will just look for any available skins and grab 1 first, till I have the time to remake another 1 then we will talk about it again.

Right, now we need to set things right first. With the right mindset and right attitude, hopfully this blog can just be the right place for all the rightful viewers who wish to find some right things just at the right moment, right?

In the upcoming posts, I will point out anything that I might come across which I find it is useful to share with everyone. (Hopefully there will be readers....). which of cos if there are dedicated readers good enough to give feed backs or idea are also welcome.

Thank you for reading...
Welcome to my life.

Posted by BeBe at 2:39 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008

5 more days to be freed

ahh.. juz 5 more days.. and i will be free again.. =D
hang in there..

Posted by BeBe at 7:25 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

20

yet once again..
20 more days to go..
wad a waste of time...
suck thumb..

Posted by BeBe at 8:32 AM

Friday, February 08, 2008

5 days

gong xi gong xi gong xi wo ah

sian ah

5 more days

wad a waste of time..

when i could be out there enjoying

wad a new year to have...

=(

Posted by BeBe at 4:31 PM

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Modern POW

wah lao eh!!!

21 days RCP!!!

WTHHHHH~!!!!

NOOOOOOO~!!!!

Chinese New Year~!!!

3 MORE DAYS~!!!!!

and then 1 more week!!!

worse then POW ah~!!!

Posted by BeBe at 1:50 PM

Monday, December 03, 2007

17 days

17 more days to go!!
block leave!!!
ahhhh!!

okok.. lets see where are the places to go / things to do during block leave~
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1. Sentosa beach!
2. East Coast cycling? sunrise/sunset?
3. Ubin camping?? lolx...
4. Chalet
5. Kbox + pool + movie + arcade + slack
6. Shopping
7. Class gathering
8. Driving lesson ah~
9. University recce / CCNA
10. Hong Kong? (Taiwan?? hmm.. guess not at this moment ba.. )
11. Visit labrador park?! (LOLx.. explore explore.. )

12. Library???? (lolx.. duno how i come up with that thot also)

13. TP ( ohhh.. wanna go back to see see look look and makan the food there )

14. Airport ( haha.. i wanna see see the new airport leh.. like not bad leh.. hehe..

Posted by BeBe at 8:09 AM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

1 more month to go!

wooo... jiayou jiayou.. juz less den one month to go le.. till end of service term.. haha.. so fast 2 months had past le.. still surviving.. althou sometimes feel like dying and giving up.. haha.. but i wunt die so easily de la.. haha.. soon will noe our posting le.. maybe 3 more weeks.. hmm... coming up next.. platoon field camp.. -.-.. zzz ... gonna die sia.. haha.. take care everyone!

Posted by BeBe at 10:54 AM

Friday, November 09, 2007

rainbow

rainbow after the rain..
sun is shining bright..
for sure there will be another rain ahead..
i'll close my eyes..
take a deep breath..
and pull myself thru it..

..together with u..

=)

Posted by BeBe at 9:21 PM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

emo?

haiz... emo-ing... so sick and tired of this shyt.. =( .. been nv really happy since the start of it.. not a single bit.. not looking forward to it.. juz nothing to be happy about.. but i dun wanna disappoint alot of ppl.. stress is piling up on me.. sometimes i juz broke down.. wad can i do? .. suck thumb lor.. HELP! ='(

Posted by BeBe at 4:32 PM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

?

THE PAST. (lets see ifyou can get through it. if not, you'retoo scared about your past)-

Longes t relationship:- 3 months and counting~

Shortest relationship:- 3 days???.-

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were dating?:- y not?.-

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?- yea.-

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?- erm.. think so..-

Are you happier single or in a relationship?- different types of happiness in each.-

Have you ever been cheated on?- yea.-

What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?- character..-

Hav e you ever had your heartbroken?- of cos.-

Have you ever broken someone's heart?- yup-

If you could go back in time would you change things to where you could still be with one of your exs?- hmm.. maybe not..-

Think any of your ex's feel the same way?- guess so.-

Have you dated people who were not good to you?- erm.. only after dated den i found out.. =x.-

Have you dated someone older then you?- yup.-

Do you believe everyone deservesanother chance?- depends.-

Believe in love at first sight?- haha.. not really..-

Ever dated two people at once?- no ba..-

Do you want to get married?- maybe?.-

Do you have something to say to any of your exs?- thanks for everything.-

Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?- not really.....-

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?- err... yea.-

Does heartbreak really feel as bad asit sounds?- yes