Monday, October 03, 2005

2nd sept

Saturday / 1st Sept::
as usual went down henderson to play bball in the afternoon.. dun realli feel like playing these days.. moodless.. tt stupid baka bp come my hse in the morning.. thinking of formatting his lappy first.. the rest is up to him.. did my best... may ur lappy rest in peace.. =.=''' ... bball nowadays is like *TOOOT*.. duno how to describe la.. moronic life.. duno how the hell we end up playing 5-5 wif New Century ger's team.. thx to the frog.. n the rest r playing 5-5 wif the stacker's ger's team.. wad the fish.. dun realli feel like playing bball wif ger's.. slacked all the way.. n duno how the baka bp again manage to scratch my wound at the exact spot again.. thx arz.. can see the blood drip from finger tip sia.. cool.. n the other moron jx sort of like attracted to the ITE MVP player.. jersey number 11.. the world is going crazy.. wif this sort of crazy fella.. went to tiong wif jx to accompany him to buy bdae present for him sis.. wad the fish la.. ur sis or my sis.. n u ask me wad to buy.. HAHAHA.. very funny hor.. went back henderson once again.. play somemore game wif those henderson usual ppl.. den end up nearly become fighting session.. sometimes jx is really getting on my nerves.. wad the hell is wrong wif him.. fine.. shldnt complain much more.. coz im not of a gd person either.. the fact is.. nobody is perfect.. but end up we r the scape goat.. we r alwaz the bad guys.. scareded.. wads wrong sia.. aint there even a place for me.. for us in this place? why do we hav to the ones being kicked around like a ball.. dun like it.. chase us away.. as if ur stacker coach will come find me lidat.. alwaz thx to the frog.. ooo.. we r now the bad bad bad guys.. complain to the t-net club sir la.. say somemore.. chop off ur tongue den u noe.. yes.. im trying to venge my anger here.. cant i.. dun i even hav a place to stand in this world?.. im a bastard.. so wad.. the president is a human.. a bastard is oso a human.. wads the diff.. dun like it?.. bite me.. thx for my freaking life.. now FARK OFF

Sunday / 2nd Sept::
*skipped*

hmm.. 3am now.. didnt realli feel like slping.. mebbe my body now become more used to slping n waking up late le ba.. aniwae.. tml till wednesday i will be off to chalet.. somewhere at pasir ris.. and i can predict.. its gonna be very very boring.. i can find a million n one excusses to it.. but simply theres only 1 reason for it.. i dun like it.. weird.. the other 'ME' is repelling my original 'ME'.. weird huh.. to hav a split personality.. soon la.. woodbridge has already mark my place for me..

wad can i say.. nobody understands me at all.. i may seem happie.. i may seem as thou i duno.. but is it tt wad u see is wad u get? pressure is increasing.. everyone is still a human being.. wadeva.. straight to pt.. i may not understand u.. but do u understand me?

moodless..

but dun forget..

"even encountering great sorrow.. dun forget ur smile.. who knows.. one may fall in love wif it.."

is so fake.. fake.. FAKE.. trying to surpress ur own feeling wif tt moronic smile on the face.. but i will do it.. for the sake of smiling.. =D ..

so fake afterall..

so moronic..



baka..

Posted by BeBe at 3:00 AM