-I solemnly declare that I am up to no good-
Been falling down lower and lower by the days.. soon will be reaching basement 18 le.. but still.. I cant even see a glimpse of light.. what is it that has been pushing me down n pressing me flat to the ground.. I wait.. still waiting.. and waited.. where is the me that will help myself whenever im down.. im down n I cant help myself.. thanks to my 300% patience.. I cant even feel anything.. anymore.. y is everything getting so annoying in this everlasting chain of vengeance.. hatred.. sadness.. despair.. that is all that I can feel around me.. currently experiencing another stage of evolutionary changes in my life.. good or bad.. does it really matter? Who will be concerned about it? Issit true that the more individuals feel isolated.. the more people keep the silent? How come a human can be both: beautiful and ugly.. good and evil? Is imagination stronger den knowledge? Which one can be more deceitful, the legend or the history? Can the hope alwaz beat up to the experience? Can smile really be the only cure for sorrow? Is love truly stronger than death? Answer me... ... once.. endless questions without any answers start, that is when autumn has stolen up on me.