Saturday, March 10, 2007
What's left of us in this song?
it's been a month hasnt it.. guess everything's back to how it was.. everybody's heading their own direction.. life goes on.. well.. it's not a bad thing after all.. juz abit of missing pieces here n there.. seeing those significant things and walking thru those familiar places..
* close eyes * take a deep breath * open eyes again *
maybe it seem to hav ended.. but.. i dunno.. maybe its a way tt i try to put up a strong front.. but its the only option i've got.. no.. there are other options.. somewhere out there.. well.. cant really say so.. or maybe those options has already expired during the struggle.. yes.. 1 did.. expired.. but not griefing over it.. but nonetheless.. wish u r happy too.. and u too.. =) ...
* oh damn.. my comic is covered wif tears *
now.. option no. 2.. or shld i say the option even b4 any.. well.. i duno whether do u really exist.. sometimes u are here.. sometimes u disappear.. trying to get use to it.. but.. dun really think its a good idea if communications are limited.. i dun wan having a day when i hav to paste posters of missing person around singapore.. but.. tts the way of how u work.. so everything seems cool.. for now.. till after 13th.. we shall see.. and those presents ungiven.. pizza.. movies.. will be on the way..
* once upon a time 3 yrs 5 months ago... and the story continued...?? *
shyt... having this pain at my right knee since 2 days ago.. maybe due to over exercise.. been jogging these days.. and not forgetting bball.. and its giving me a hell of a time.. round trip to esplanade and sentosa.. nope.. not on bike.. on bus 11.. no pain no gain? yes.. pain-ing now.. so m i gain-ing? maybe.. gaining somemore weights.. gain somemore so hav to pain somemore.. damn.. i cant jump any higher.. i cant even walk properly now.. or shld i say cant even straighten my knee..
* shyt.. and work is like starting in 2 days time.. hav to wear formal everyday.. now where the hell m i gonna get the blazer? *
G2K selling 200 bucks for a blazer wif matching bottom.. -.- ... hmmm... maybe later.. event is in april.. shld i ask to claim from the company? woooo... fat hope.. zzzz.. suddenly dun feel like going for work.. well.. den wad shld i do at home? looking at the four walls.. talking to myself.. laugh the hell out of some sill stuff.. jog till my knee breaks.. oh heck... damn the driving sch.. lessons all fully booked till early may.. shld hav taken private in the first place.. shld i juz scrap it and change to bike? nonono... mum's gonna kill me for tt.. ah.. heck it.. till end of NS den reconsider.. not having much time now... oh damn the work.. office hours sux.. no time to meet up after the 13th.. shyt.. only can meet up at nite if possible.. the keywork is alwaz "IF"..
* wooo... whao.. nv did i knew tt she actually did blogged.. *
* ooo... hmm... *
* -reading in progress- *
* oops.. didnt saw the new post a few days ago.. =x *
heh.. hope tt i can trust again.. trying to giv my full confidence to her.. in the meantime gaining it thru time itself... so.. let me.. once again.. like a fool.. who's too sure.. im like a bird.. who's lost her wings.. a fire.. without its flame.. .. .. and the song goes on.. JJ Lim - Now that she's gone.. wads left of us.. in this song?..
Posted by BeBe at 11:57 PM