Sunday, April 08, 2007
grrrr
shyt... so many thots.. so fan.. so confused.. so much things to do.. yet so little time..
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yawn~~~
so bored...
slacked for a few days..
parents went to cameron since fri early morning
till now.. sunday 10.45pm still not back home yet..
being stucked at home cant do anithing
wanna go out to hav a ride oso cant..
"its dangerous out there at nite ya noe"
yea?
so wad?
tts my point
juz feel like being tied down..
damn sick n tired of it
my whole life
juz being bounded..
stop stopping me from doing wad i wan can?
i would rather die out there den die of boredom at home
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time to think of future?
and how?
stupid NS
wads the point?
yea i noe its not funny
but
wahahaha
wad hav i got to start wif?
got no motivation at all to do anything..
what do i get in return?
why shld i do this?
why shld i do that?
eh.. im not some kinda golden retriever that muz do wadeva u all tell me to...
im myself
still trying to gain back the old self of mine tt i use to be..
been lost for too long while trying to 'become' the ppl around me..
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whyyy...
i dun wanna become like those ppl ard me..
i wanna get my own life too..
but its juz so meaningless to do things alone..
alone...
am i?
i duno..
what is there seems to be not there..
what isnt there alwaz seem to be there
contradicting..
juz like my feelings..
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aiya.. duno wad to write le la..
too many thots..
grrrrr....
drafted =)
Posted by BeBe at 9:55 PM