Saturday, June 30, 2007
1st book out
HUAT AH!!
finally!! first book out!! after 2 weeks of torture.. hahaha... ok la.. wunt say is torture ba.. but juz that the training is tough.. but oh well.. still hav to go thru it.. haha.. got nothing much to complain about the training.. juz those idiots at other platoons who alwaz dun cooperate.. den end up we who are doing it well oso face the punishments.. sianz.. but oh well.. juz treat it as another form of training ba.. haha
learnt alot of things in camp.. met new frenz.. and juz come to think of it that we will only be seeing each other for 3 months.. and after tt we will be going to different units.. the time span is not really tt long actually.. so soon already 2 weeks gone le.. soon will be 2 months.. soon will be 2 years.. changes in me? heh.. maybe.. juz hav to push myself to keep going.. gotta hav a goal or aim.. motivations.. and encouragements from ppl ard me and from those i care for.. its more of mental den physical training.. juz hope tt i wunt collapse so soon.. keep going.. keep going.. juz keep going.. =)
whats my aim? i wanna go to OCS.. why? i wanna proof myself that i got the ability to take the lead.. and tell my parents that i ain a little boy no more.. so first.. i need to be a gd follower in order to become a gd leader.. i really admire my platoon sergeant.. for his way of putting the thots into our minds.. not physical but mental training.. salute.. after 2 years.. where will i see myself to be at? hopefully my 2 years will go thru smoothly.. and after tt.. hope that wad she say will come true.. going to the same uni together.. and hopefully by then things would be much clearer.. =)
looking forward to every book out days.. alwaz not slipping the chance to contact her or ask her out.. but.. haha.. alwaz juz my luck.. =S .. well.. i aint that 'man bu jiang li' too ba.. shyt.. forgot wads the eng word for the phrase.. haha.. anyway.. u got ur work to do and alwaz busy.. so juz treat as goving more space for each other ba.. =) .. less is more.. hope my bet for this is true.. haha..
going 8pm soon.. 24 hours later i will be back into camp le.. hehe.. see how fast time pass.. hope that next book out will come soon.. hope that my food poisoning get well soon... =.=''' .. hope that my hair will grow back soon.. lolx.. hope that 2 years will pass by soon.. and hope that she will accept me soon.. haha.. =x
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