Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Thoughts
Hello 2:45am
Been stayed up till now for nothing. was trying to clear some thoughts, but in the end was thinking of even more things. blah blah here n blah blah there.
Anyways, sometimes i do need to question myself, what is it that i really want, had a quick chat with "M" just now, and i found myself stuck with alot of unanswered questions. So how can i solve it?
Business first, had a browse on the net and i think that it was really amazing of how ppl can really make a business from this imaginary cloud which physically does not exist. and yet ppl are investing tens of thousands of dollars and pounds into it. just how can we catch even a glimpse of this stream of wealth? i wonder.
just feel that wad i really have is actually not enough. not qualify yet to do so. just like playing RPG games. If your character has not gain enough experience yet, u cant kill the monster, which in turn cannot clear the stage and move on to the next, and eventually cannot complete the game. so i must have the right tool and opponent to defeat first in order to gain experience.
so first, i will need to have some training target boards. Target 1, colleague "K", which i would take her as my bench mark, althou she's just 2 yrs older then me, but yet she is already making gd money, 3 times of mine maybe, shit, this is 1 gd task for me to accomplish. how can i get to this point in 2 yrs time? i need strategies. ever play games using cheat codes? hopefully it does exists in real life.
Been looking into alot of different aspects and searching for ideas. Explore possibilities and future impossibilities to overcome. market trend, public behaviour, response, damn, its killing me. i will need to consult some experties and gather information. which is one of the most important things out of the 3: INFORMATION, COMMUNICATION and TECHNOLOGY. these will be the 3 main arseh*les who will run the show for the coming decade.
with critical INFORMATION, you controls the flow. you will noe everything u need to noe to manupulate the market.
with timely COMMUNICATION, you will be able to receive these critical information first hand, making u the biggest player in this game of life.
with cutting edge TECHNOLOGY, u will be able to break thru all the "HOW-TO" barriers and achieve the aboves.
with all 3 utilized precisely, u can play god.
Damn n love/hate it all. If it was said that money is the root to all evils, so all these will be the assistants, catalyst and developers to this evil.
Being the youngest in the company, it put me into an advantagous state that i will have a longer play time to explore all these possibilities. but damn, i will need to cut on my gaming session from now on. damn. Discipline, boy. it shall be and always will be the first and the most important rule to remember by heart if i need to accomplish this. Never take LUCK as your ABILITY.
Target 2, friend "M", with just a simple mindset, how she is able to sustain n expand it all into a well growing business, using all precious time and determination. damn, was it she who realised it early? or was it me who realise it late? but by any chance, hope that i will be able to succeed as well just like she did.
talking about it, have you ever ask yourself, what is the most expensive thing on earth which can be bought with money? House? car? private jet? no.. is TIME. imagine, how much your company will spend to buy 1 hour from your? and in turn, how much will your company spend to buy 1 hour from your boss?
think deeper, how can we multiply all this values or even increase it exponentially? if anyone ever find any possibilities, dont be afriad to try. it is human tendency to be afraid of things, afraid of getting hurt, and with this fear in mind, they are unable to go further, higher, and so they will be stuck on the ground forever if they nv overcome this dear fear inside.
in olden days: Nothing is Impossible.
nowadays: Impossible is Nothing
in this tipsy-dipsy world, sometimes u need to go down in order to go up. the more u wanna go up, the lower u will go. These are all just part of the mental preparation of what is going to happen next. once we get this right, we can move on to the next part. action speaks louder than a thousand words, remember, results counts. once we can get a positive result, we can den talk about how to multiply it. If you treat it as a hobby, you will get hobby results. If you treat it as a business, you will get business results. it all run down to the first rule: Discipline.
target 3, friend "S". with a strong willed mindset, beautifully executed what is called Impossible is Nothing, and broke free of old traditions and became a leader. if he had not show me this light, i would still be living in the dark ages. where we will still be working like donkeys for the bosses and living from pay check to pay check. not only mental preparation, we will need to believe in this spiritually as well. just like Neo taking the red pill from Morpheus (The Matrix), because he knows, he'd seen, and most importantly, he believes. Seeing is believing? think again, believe and you will see. Hey, dun take all this movie or game examples as a joke ok. i nv did take it as just another movie or show. everything exsist for a purpose, theres a reason for every action. We just wanna understand deeper of what is the mindset of everyone down the line, right from the actors to the director to the script writer. once you understand, you will be able to see the connections in everything.
oops.. time to get some rest before another hectic day. shall continue another time.
goodbye 3:45am
Posted by BeBe at 2:46 AM